what i'm doing now :3

date: November 24, 2024

like last week or so i discovered the awesome new game: WEBFISHING! and it has kinda become my newest hyperfixation. i love that i can be a dog and i can fish and make friends and not have to worry about anything else :D

i've made so many zines lately!!!!! and i've traded and even sold a few omg!!!! i've always been into making comics and zines but lately i've been really hitting my stride with it. drawing is soz fun aHHHHH!!! ik it's weird for a so-called artist to be surprised that drawing is fun, but truthfully, i haven't enjoyed drawing in years. but zines are so low pressure. i can make anything i want and its amazing because i made it. that feeling means a lot to me.

diving deeper into the now, i've been thinking a lot about gender and sexuality lately. i dont really like thinking about it all because it hurts my head, but there is a lot of external pressure to kinda define those things. i had an experience with a guy and i really enjoyed it :3 i feel weird talking abt stuff like that bc it's personal but like, this is my now page what did u expect lol. i realized i don't really have preferred pronouns? i kinda hate them all equally :/ like idc, as long as you don't call me 'it', it literally doesn't matter to me. it makes me kinda sad bc i don't get that euphoric feeling that some people get from being called the right thing. but idk i think im aromantic, and that's really the only thing im sure of. i don't really want to give into the pressure telling me to pick a label for all the other stuff. gender is a lie, sex is cool, idk, idc, lmao.

anyway, that's what's going on with me now.